Friday, April 29, 2011
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Regret is not a word in my dictionary and hence I don't regret. I just wish things had been better.
Every person wants to love someone and be loved by someone, whether they are aware of it or not.
I'm afraid. Of being alone. Because I know. That I can go berserk.
'I hope to confide in you, as I have never been able to confide in anyone before. And I hope you'll be a source of comfort and support.'
People don't keep to their word. Wasted my time saying this to you.
Like I said, if I can't drag you to hell, I'll drag hell to you. People call me 'Enma' anyway, even you do. And given that you've so willingly 'crowned' me as the Lord of Hell, I might as well let my hatred flow. The cycle of hatred is neverending. My life revolves around hatred.
Why do people search for human warmth? Because this world is a dead and cold place. Where hatred is never ending. Where revenge drives people. Where the line between the living and the dead is nearly non-exsistant.
'Regret' doesn't exist in my dictionary. 'Forever' only applies for certain fixed occassions. I should remove 'never' from my dictionary as well. Because in my world, 'never' is a lie. There is no such thing as 'never'.
'爱一个人，不是知道自己给了她/他许多爱与关怀，而是问自己她/他是否感受到你的爱与关怀，这样你们才能不停的相爱。'
- quoted from Weijia Tan
Revenge
Lesson 1: Don't wish for unhappiness to happen to the person you hate. Ultimately, you'll become unhappy.
Lesson 2: Don't kill the person you hate. Kill those around them. Make the person you hate feel your pain.
Lesson 3: Don't get too distracted when it comes to revenge. Do what you can. The one you hate will pay the price for what he/she has done to you.
So what if you're innocent. Just blame your luck for having you be in the wrong position at the wrong time. Innocent people always get dragged into situations thanks to that.
The only way to get rid of hatred is to get rid of the source of it. But in the process, you'll cause another person to bear hatred towards you and hence want to get rid of you. And the process continues. This is why the cycle of hatred is never ending.
Time heals pain. Time increases hatred.
||あなたの怨み、晴らします。|| [9:15 PM]*