Saturday, January 22, 2011
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Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
I'm not a person who'll regret. And I won't regret making my decision that fine day. Ichihara Yuuko is my teacher. Yes, she is a non-exsistant person who doesn't even go by her real name, but I've learn things from her.
First thing I learnt - everything happens for a reason.
I don't know what is the reason for all of this happening yet. There is a reason that appears on the surface, and one more deeper reason. That reason, as you know, I've yet to find out. All the things that have happened during these few months have all happened for a reason. What happened recently has a reason too. Though the conclusion was not something I've wished for, it was something I saw coming for quite a while. Though I hated the truth, I had to prepare myself for it. And now that it has happened, I'm glad I was spared the pain.
Second thing I learnt - there is a price to pay for everything you do.
Like it or hate it, you know it. All of us do. Sometimes we do something and get something in return. It might be pleasant, it might not. But the price you have to pay is usually something of equal value. I am a revengful person as some might already know. Though, with this knowledge, I shouldn't be worrying about the peope who have hurt me, you or anyone I care about, there are certai things that have been with me for so long that for it to go away, it will take time. As we all know, old habits die hard. This 'habit' of mine wil take a long time to die off.
I took the risk, I paid the price. As for you, only time will tell.
||あなたの怨み、晴らします。|| [8:26 PM]*